Flush Me Away

root of all evil
Friday, November 28, 2003

ohh no... these days my wishlist is getting longer and longer, but my pocket money is getting lesser and lesser!!
I NEED MONEY!!! (who doesnt?!)

scribbled by dylan @ 3:16 PM

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emi fujita
Wednesday, November 26, 2003

went to MJ at jp after work to buy a cd album. yes.. it's like my first orignal cd in so many mths! camomile blend - emi fujita, as u can see frm the picture of the album above.

so who is emi fujita and wad's so special abt her? why r samuel and weikiat so into her songs? mm... i've been playing her songs on my player since i got home. her voice is so beautiful and i'm really relax hearing her singing.. in my dim rm coupled with her voice, u juz got the feeling tat the whole rm is already filled wif the smell of camomile...

scribbled by dylan @ 7:11 PM

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the kind of lover
Tuesday, November 25, 2003

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

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dunno how true is this thing... but it really makes me miss the days when i've a special someone by my side. mm.. and all the lovely sweet things tat couple will to do together - watching mid-night movies, blading, flying kite, dinning, toking on the phone for hrs, teasing and punching, studying together, letters writing, etc... those r the days.

but it's not really tat bad to be single either. u'll realise tat there are so many other impt things in life tat u've neglected. and u oso get closer wif ur buddies who u've simply left out in the cold during ur couple days.. i always tell myself to cherish my singlehood honeymood time now, coz i believe everyone will find their "one" and get attached one day, juz sooner or later...

scribbled by dylan @ 3:58 PM

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my desired path
Friday, November 21, 2003

got a notification letter frm ntu yesterday on the 4 new courses they are offering in the new academic year 04-05. i'm really surprise to find chemical engr in one of them. but it's not juz plain chem engr course, it's actually a chem cum biomolecular engr course. mm... biomolecular.. sounds interesting to me! suddenly the urge of gg back to a chem lab is calling within me.

why now? why not when i've started in ntu? so i wont be in this see-saw situation now.. but think abt it, it may be a message or a path laid down juz for me. since i cant get into chem engr in nus, this is a gifted opportunity for me now! right before i enter ntu!! morever, commence and business are never my ambitions. i chose accountancy because i dont see myself doing other courses. they r simply juz too boring or not appealing to me in terms of career perspects. u know something, dylan is a lab-based freak and sci & tech fanatic. haha.. kidding. but seriously, i juz prefer risking my life playing wif chemicals in the lab to endanging my brain by balancing a trial-balance in account books.

well, i'll be attending a talk this sunday morning (jeremy, this is the reason why i cant join u guys in the ops sia-kang) to find out more abt this course! need to get more info before i make the final decision..

we r always told to follow our hearts in order to accomplish big things in life. so i'm juz doing exactly the same thing here...

scribbled by dylan @ 11:45 PM

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ROC dream
Wednesday, November 19, 2003

ROC ROC, i'm coming!! well guys, i'm gg ROC with alpha on 14th march to 4th april if nothing cock up. have been looking forward to this day for so long for it symbolises ORD is nearing. heard frm seniors tat it's gg to be fun and fun. but the fact tat i'm gg to celebrate my 21th birthdae in taiwan turns me blue.... err.. coz i tot i'm gg to have a big party here or something.

but the most impt thing is tat i've replanned my ORD escape plan this morning. blah blah blah.. and yes! i'm clearing on 27th feb.....

scribbled by dylan @ 10:14 PM

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shagged out
Monday, November 17, 2003

only slept for 3 hrs last night... and "max"ed myself out in gym todae. right now, i'm feeling weak and cold. think i'm gonna run a fever soon! arrgghhh!! sorethroat then fever.. and juz when things are looking so bleak for me, i realise there is still commander's run and guard duty for me tmr. -_-" think i'm turning in early tonight... *shivering*

scribbled by dylan @ 8:56 PM

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injury crisis
Friday, November 14, 2003

as u can clearly see frm the picture above, i had a terrible fall todae.. i slided for a 50-50 ball and got myself in this state. the more bloody portion is my knee cap. i shall not show it here or else it will make u guys puke!! mm.. gotta be more careful in the future. and after this accident, i shall annonce the retirement of my bmt NB (new balance) running shoes. it is so badly torn and worn out and it makes me look like the chief begger in the movie!

scribbled by dylan @ 10:34 PM

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the change set in
Wednesday, November 12, 2003

having our usual tok cock sessions in the office todae. blah blah blah.. as usual, i'm always the target board for them to tease and bully! haa.. but i really dont mind as long as i know tat they meant to be fun. but one thing i cant understand - why me? maybe it's becoz.. mm.... becoz.. i'm me, neo guo cheng.

but the significant thing tat i wanna pt out is all of sudden, i feel like last man standing. the ppl who i used to tok cock all had left - guosen, zuoming, xiangqin, fongie, chiu, kenji, kelvin, joseph, lucas, mark chan. even john paul, my post-in buddy frm sispec has been transferred away. they'r all gone. faces i see now are their understudies - yilei, sean cheng, chiayong, jeremy, jebson, renpei, waiyew, mike, ng, etc. i din realise all these changes until todae. quite scary actually. can even write a book of MPB, past and present. the most drastic change is definitely the decrease of soccer pals. all the newly posted in guys juz love to do all kind of sports, except soccer. i miss days when our lunch breaks were spent on the field. so many of us! all the rumbling, tackling, shouting and teasing on the pitch then in the toilet. haiz~ those were the days.

zuoming said his exam is over, so it means tat i'm only one semester away frm sch now. in fact, i've all planned out. i'll starting clearing ORD leave on 15th march next yr. *sniff sniff* can smell my pink ic finally....

scribbled by dylan @ 11:12 PM

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Tuesday, November 11, 2003

I Can't Play The Songs
by David Gates

Looking at your picture laying on my bed
Wishing I was pulling close the real you instead
I don’t know what I said or did
But girl I’m missing you
And I like to hear my music
But there’s nothing I can listen to

Cos I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
Everyone reminds me of the things we used to do together
And I can’t go to places that I used to take you to
Cos everywhere the faces there they all look just like you
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs

Everywhere I’m drivin’ I go a different way
I can’t turn on my radio, afraid what they might play
My friends all drive me crazy cause you’re all they ask about
And why I live in silence but they just don’t understand

Without you, I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
No one can replace you cause once I tried
And even when I try to go with someone new
You are so deep in my head
I looked into her eyes but then I said your name instead
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs

There’s nothing left that I can do cause I so lost in love with you
No where to turn, no place to run
You know you are my only one

I can’t play the song you used to sing along with me
Cause’ everyone is always bringin’ back the memory
Until your heart is back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs (won’t you please come back to me)

scribbled by dylan @ 11:38 PM

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ong-bak
Monday, November 10, 2003

watched Ong-Bak at clementi wif william, leonard and sean. it is definitely a better action movie compared to kill bill, at least to me. the stunts were great and awesome!!

it is really a very cool movie, believe me! and i think muay thai is one of the greatest martial art in the world. its moves are extremely fast and sharp. and its blows are brutal and fatal.

wooahhh.. i wanna learn a few moves too. *punch* harrrrhhh!!

scribbled by dylan @ 10:33 PM

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boonlay soccer mania (part 1)
Sunday, November 09, 2003

had a game this morning at boonlay pri sch... was so lazy so get out of my bed but the excitment and thrill of playing soccer again pulled me up! this is my first time playing with daniel's frens... the pitch was okay and there was a ref hired for the match. i wanna played centre-back, after been inspired by kolo's perfermance for arsenal last nite.

*beep* the game went on... our defence was organised and confident. the opponents muz be so fed up by our offside trap. then number 10 scored a goal for us. we led at half time, 1- 0.

the second half was far more disappointing than i've expected. our attackers were not doing their job at all.. it seemed tat only a few players were involved. the opponents this time read well our trap and got a few chances. but their striker was simply firing blanks. then some of my team players were so tired and decided to come down and defence. they screwed up my defence line.. i couldnt play the offside trap anymore... due to our laspes, the opponets sneaked in a goal. damn!!

then they got a sub who came in with a fresh pair of legs. i was already panting like a dog but still gotta push myself. some of my team mates juz idled at one corner... then again, the opponent scored... *beep beep beeeeeeeep* final whistle.

we lost a game which we tot we could win. the opponents werent fantastic. but i'm more than happy wif my performance. the team mates gave me some compliments. i'm so glad. the best part was when the ref told me personally that i had a great game and potential to be a greater player.. i was simply over joy to hear tat. i made a few blunders here and there but they werent serious.

great game and wad a way to start my sunday!! it juz worths my sweat and blood.. *ouch* yes, i got myself a sourvenir frm the game - bloody wound. heez...

scribbled by dylan @ 2:01 PM

match review

Arsenal 2 - 1 Totterham

well done gunners!! and pires, u r the man!!! love u guys so muuuccchhhhhh....

scribbled by dylan @ 1:32 AM

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a fool's persistence
Sunday, November 02, 2003

messaged germaine a while ago.. i can never understand wad's on her mind. or am i the one who cant understand myself, and the situation?? have a feeling tat i'm juz gonna make a fool out of myself if i persist on... give up??

*ponder* maybe... (=`X)

scribbled by dylan @ 2:15 AM

match review

the match was a joy to watch!! henry almost got his hat-trick if only parlour had.. *sigh* well, the 2 goals scored by him has at least made him the current top scorer in EPL now! pires scored too!!

watched man utd played against portsmouth too. they were definitely stronger with keane in the team. juz hope vieira will return back to the team quickly too!