yongchang's 21th b.dae 
Sunday, February 29, 2004

  yongchang celebrated his 21th birthday at aranda country club (beside ntuc downtown side) wif a 3 days 2 nights chalet.. zhiwei, ziling, kaixin and i were the only frens who stayed over the first nigh. was kinda boring in the begining with nothing much to do.

we played mahjong throughout the night and caught some sleep in the morning before me and zhiwei met up with welly and his gf for ktv. damn cheap plc at $6 per person after lalala for 3 hrs. when we returned to the chalet, it was already packed wif guests and frens!! even mr tan lc and ms tan ys tyrned up (they r my sec sch teachers).

dont think i got the time and energy to organise a chalet like this for my b.day. my frens plus danny's will be soooo many!! might even need the national stadium to cater??! juz wanna do something simple and meaningful. ..mm.... kaixin asks wad i want for present... but i juz couldnt think of any! down in my heart, wad i want is something tat money couldnt get.. err.. definitely not world peace or any shit like tat. nvm.. i'll inform u guys when i got tat gift one day! if i got it..

scribbled by dylan @  3:16 AM

 
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taste of ORD days 
Thursday, February 26, 2004

  went phuture with yuankai, zach & henry last night.. ohh.. for the first time, i spent the whole time at phuture without gg zouk! ha.. falling in love with r&b! and the crowd at phuture was so "friendly", especially the chicks.. mm.. shld not say more than this! heez. ya.. it was really fun. ohh.. grace was there too, ha.. she is so pretty, juz couldnt get enough of her, eyes!!

caught the cl game which manure lost to porto when i reached home.. chelsea won though, luckily.. i couldnt sleep after the games ended. was rolling on my bed frm 5.30am till 8.20am. got a bad headache frm too much drinking before tat in phuture - lychee martini, volka ribena, etc..

woke up in the late afternoon and rushed out to meet lucille. hee.. first time meeting her after knowing her through frenster. come think abt it, frenster network is really something, isnt it? found so many long lost frens through it and made so many new frens too.. guilty to say tat all r gals though! haha.. well, after my last bad experience, i know i couldnt ask more than juz frens frm the ppl i know frm it...

scribbled by dylan @  11:17 PM

 
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ants sandwiches 
Saturday, February 21, 2004

  was heating up some dishes in the mircowave when i saw 2 slices of sandwiches in the oven on the upper deck prepared by mum last night. a notice "you mian bao" was pasted on it by her. wooahh!! i could still see the melted cheese frm outside. so i opened the cover and gradded one into my mouth. okay, no bad.. juz need abit warmer...

then.. came the shocking part. i felt tickerish movements on the hand holding the bread. ARRGHH!! ANTS infested!! damn.. threw the bread away immediately and brushed my teeth again. hope studies r correct saying ants got high protein and vitamins.. coz i dont wanna eat them for nothing! *yucks*

scribbled by dylan @  4:48 PM

the one in our life 

juz watched the movie The Wedding Planner... took me 2 days to finish it coz i wasnt really into it the first time. tried again juz now and was rather touched by the ending. ya.. getting emotional and deep thoughts again.. mm... many ppl actually been through a fairy-tale lovestory like those in the movies?

personally feel tat it's really difficult to find the right one in life. sometimes they came, but the timing is juz wrong and rather off. only when they disappear, we start thinking of how much we have lost.

..mm... for more than a yr now, i've always been thinking of this person whenever i'm touched by romantic movies or love songs? it gotta mean something, right? might she be the one in my life? well, even if she is, i guess it doesnt matter much, so long as she is happy with her life now.

scribbled by dylan @  3:47 AM

 
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xxx headache 
Friday, February 20, 2004

  having a terrible headache at the moment. a lunchtime nap in the strong room and soccer game during life game didnt help much. muz be due to the fact tat i slept only 1 hr plus last nite. ha.. only got myself to blame! taking a short break now then i'll be heading for jieyu's hse for tuition. arrghh!! i'm so tired and really need a break!

okay.. i'm a professional. wouldnt let all these affect my work. it's unfair to jieyu. well, everything will be over after the 2 hrs. then i'll meet up with jona, danny and yuankai at heeren to go phuture together! not a bad start to my weekend actually.

so many things to do and functions to attend this weekend yet so litte time. gosh.. i havent really sit down and think abt it. help help..

1. volleyball at ssb with yonchang and co on sat morning
2. peiyu asks me to go church with her in the afternoon
3. wendy's 21th birthday party at dunno where
4. clara's hall bash at embassy
5. mak jio me to watch soccer match with him and co at bar

damn! i'm too lazy to think of anything except jieyu's tuition now. byeeeeee...

scribbled by dylan @  6:06 PM

 
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dead emotions 
Thursday, February 19, 2004

  it's over btw me and celine... it just didnt work out afterall.

scribbled by dylan @  1:45 PM

 
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worthless wait 
Wednesday, February 18, 2004

  juz came back frm clementi... was actually trying my luck to see if i might see her. went to 2 places - outside clementi stadium on the rocky wall and her place. seeing so many cars passing by along the highway was so soothing emotionally but it still wasnt enough to wash away my troubles. decided to have dinner at S11 coffeshop for tat very place (where the old a&w used to be) holds special meaning to me. after my dinner, i headed to her flat and waited at the void deck. until it was ard 9.30 pm, i decided to leave.

why am i doing all these?? am i doing all these becoz i still have feelings for her? or am i doing it juz for the sake of doing it? yes.. i still feel very much for her, but for quite sometime now, i realise tat this relationship doesnt seem to be heading the direction tat i crave for... i'm really tired. day by day, i'm acting like another person, so different from my true self and in fact, i hate "him" too!

was supposed to go zouk with yuankai and henry later on. but it was cancelled the very last mintue when henry called saying he cant make it. well, i'm not in the mood to go too.

scribbled by dylan @  11:01 PM

 
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natural layout 
Tuesday, February 17, 2004

  decided to give my website a new layout.. mm... something refreshing yet dark and mysterious! hee.. and the song played behind is sang by emi fujita - salley garden. hope the changes will give u guys a more homely and warm feeling, just as it has given me.

scribbled by dylan @  5:10 PM

 
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party time 
Thursday, February 12, 2004

  juz woke up.. haha.. needed so much sleep coz of the partying las night at zouk. came home at 4am after sending mak and yuankai home. the crowd was fine at zouk, but inphututre.. err.. it was like "sadin" dance. self experienced the charm of yuankai.. wooahh!! the girls were really staring at him wherever we went. then got this lady stuck up to him and asked to dance with him in phututre. damn bitchy but still hot! yuankai seemed to enjoy himself in her company too.

met kelvin, robin, jiacheng & yiley as well. but the moment of the night was when i saw grace, a fren of huiying. how could i forget her, even though she has long hair now?? tat pair of sharp and electricfying eyes.. (rem i did talked her in one of my blog few mths back??) went up to her and started toking to her.

becoz of mak, who was outside waiting for us, we decided to go off at 2.30am. mak broke to us the news tat he and his gf have broken up. ...mm... though i feel sorry for him, but i'm very sure he will find somone better and more worthy of his love. he is so nice as a bf!! ask anyone in mpb, they will tell u the same thing.

went for a short spin, including running into the wrong lane once, before sending the two morons home. reached home at 4am... and i miss my baby sooo much.. she gotta to be sleeping by then.

scribbled by dylan @  5:15 PM

 
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why??!! 
Monday, February 09, 2004

  i dont understand.. really... of all the ppl, why he chooses her?? doesnt he have the simplest sense and maturity to know tat this isnt gg to lead to gd things, for himself and especially for me and celine? to me, the more i oppose, the more he wants it his way... tat's him. i've given up all hopes now. for this matter, at least it shows me the kind of person he is when it comes to this kind of things...

for this, it really hurts cos he isnt respecting me at all...

scribbled by dylan @  1:03 AM

 
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character analysis 
Saturday, February 07, 2004

  celine showed me one character analysis test from opane.com... she thinks it's very accurate so i tried too. wooahhh.. i never kinda believe in these sorts of stuffs but this particular analysis is quite accurate and interesting.. ya.. here is my results..

Personality:
You are perceived to be passive, warm-hearted and quiet. However, you do own strong pride and ego, which no one can convert. You have the instinct of a pioneer and that is why you enjoy competing under competitive circumstances. This is why you fit for as a natural leader. Be careful of your destructive, hot temper. Sometimes it is necessary to show gentle expressions on your face.

Love Tendency:
You have trouble expressing your feelings but you have all the romanticism stored in your mind. Now you just have to try to get this across to your partner because you are not the typical one-night-stand style of guy. You wish your partner would understand your mood swings a little more because that is basically the only negative trade about you. After all, your wish is to just meet a girl and keep a long relationship. Who knows if this is the person for marriage?

Life:
Your strong, competitive spirit is a great asset for your future career. Employers really respect you because you are responsible and diligent. One day you will be acknowledged for that. Avoid stepping on other people or else you will hear that you are a tactless man. Take solid, small steps during your middle ages because you can experience a big downfall for that.

scribbled by dylan @  5:57 PM

 
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let me die 
Friday, February 06, 2004

  Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes

My heart for you is true
Let no one take that from you
Time is running tight
Can't change from wrong to right

So I'll close my eyes and dream a little
Just like how we used to be baby

Its time to say farewell now
No need to cry of feelings
Oh it's alright
I'll end the end of lies

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can change my world from black to white
So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more

Are we at war tonight
Will there be angels whispering to midnight
Don't wake when lightning strikes

Heaven grant me one last wish I beg you
Let me say these words before I go

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can get me straight to fight
Till the sky is burning
It's the end of time

Look ahead tomorrow
Long and winding road

Keep the faith of mine
Don't let it go
You're the only reason
That I'm growing cold
What would I do
Without you

I will love you till the end of time
Every breath of mine
I'll hold you by my side
But I'll rest in peace
My sweetheart would you
Let me die in your arms with you
Only you can stop the rain tonight
Only you can make my world so bright
Life no longer ends here with you in my heart

In my heart...

scribbled by dylan @  11:10 PM

my seduction style 

"Sweet Talker"

Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"
You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...
Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)


You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear
Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing
The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.


Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life
You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.
Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

scribbled by dylan @  12:29 AM

 
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sweet weekend 
Tuesday, February 03, 2004

  the long weekend is finally over... back to work tmr. this weekend was so memorable and sweet. did my second last ever guard duty on fri night, won over 120 bucks frm blackjack at mdm pauline's plc on sat morning, watched sat midnight movie at cineleisure with sis, bro, chris, danny & celine, met up with celine's siblings and cousins for the first time for ktv at party world clementi... and most happiest of all, spent almost all possible time with her... heez..

comd's run tmr morning, arrghh, sux!!

scribbled by dylan @  2:20 AM

 
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