e few connections 
Tuesday, June 29, 2004

  though we havent met each other for almost 2 long yrs now, i'm very concerned n interested in her life n everything. e fact tat we dont have many common frens in between, it makes it very difficult for me all e time.

but nevertheless, i'll keep trying to get in touch with her life.. even if it's juz knowing a little will oso brighten my day.

i came across yuhan's blog sometime ago.. he is one of her closest pals frm jjc. i'm not tat surprise they still keep in touch today, coz i rem yueling told me tat yuhan is really one nice fellow.

if given a chance now, i wld have gone for frenship btw me n her back then... if tat means i can still see n tok to her regularly.. today.

scribbled by dylan @  12:06 AM

 
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penang escape 
Sunday, June 27, 2004

  juz got home after a long long tiring endless drive all e way frm penang to singapore. e whole journey took 7 hrs plus n i got splitted with 2hrs of it.

we stayed in a rented condo. shopping, gambling, ktv, seafood, touring, blah blah.. things r cheap but there aint much to buy either.

i need rest now.. *yawnz* n oso remind myself not to drive as fast as 160 km/hr in this
island!!

scribbled by dylan @  11:31 PM

 
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no hall afterall 
Thursday, June 24, 2004

  i'm not staying in hall afterall. e deadline is over n i couldnt do much abt it. maybe will try again in e 2nd sem.

i've applied for both union camp n sports camp. definitely hope to get selected for e latter one coz it's said to be e most fun blah blah blah.. but they ask alot of crappy questions like wad's my weight, height n vocation in army. does it matter? an orientaion camp full of garang commandos, wayang officers n psycho PTIs then fun? of coz i put down "clerk" in tat line proudly.

actually i'm not tat bothered abt having fun in e camps too. juz wanna to make some interesting frens (ie. nerds, siao onz, gays, etc ALL OUT pls!!) frm e same course before sch. of coz not denying tat i might be keeping a lookout for potential gf too, heez. who knows??! *pray hard*

anyway, i'll be leaving for penang tmr morning. gg to be away till sunday night... take care ppl!!

scribbled by dylan @  12:13 AM

 
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"delicious" kfc meals 
Tuesday, June 22, 2004

  record's broken!! i spent 2 hrs plus in e gym today.. shall expect full body ache tmr. well, i'm juz preparing myself for e feastible trip to penang this weekend. gonna eat, eat n eat all e time!!

had dinner alone at KFC after tat. i hate KFC! e chickens r hard like stones n unfriendly to swallow! since i really needed a meal rich in proteins n carbo to replenish e energy used, i forcefully ordered a 2 piece chick meal..

sat at one corner of e resturant trying to enjoy e food, but my efforts were in vain. simply forcing myself to swallow. few ppl beside me might even think tat i was playing Fear Factor!!

when i got home, i was totally disgusted n pissed when i realised yet another letter of mine is opened by him! wad e hell??! no manners or zero EQ?? if it's something to share, i'll definitely show him. fucking small brain!

scribbled by dylan @  8:57 PM

 
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special request 
Monday, June 21, 2004

 

is he sleeping or working??!
this is my favourite student, jieyu. although he is in sec 3 this yr, he behaves like a BIG over-sized pri 6 kid to me. forever having tat "not enough sleep" look when we have tuition.

scribbled by dylan @  11:07 PM

urine therapy 

mum came up with another funny trick again.. danny n i caught her bringing a plastic bowl into e toliet. we immediately stopped her n asked her doing!! she claimed tat frm e newspaper, a young lady who washes her face with her own urine manages to have a smoother n softer skin. YUCKS!!

we teased n pressured her to give up e idea eventually. daniel even suggested her to use her "gou dan" as facial mud if tat works.

sometimes she juz behaves like a kid in e hse... *giggling*

scribbled by dylan @  10:53 PM

 
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one sunday 
Sunday, June 20, 2004

  tuition with jieyu this evening ended within 10 minutes. no.. not tat i was so pissed off tat i ran away. e boy is sick. fever as high as 38.7`c!! poor jieyu. he looks darn cute when he is sick.. less noisy n naughty. but i still gave him homework. evil me right?

went to jp with a shopping mind. ya.. i got most of my clothes frm jp. juz too lazy to travel all e way to town. visited e "overhead-bridge" shop since they having 80% sales. bought 4 tees for only $47. gd deal. i need more shirts for sch.

e czechs beat holland last night. a comeback! i'm happy for them coz i hate e dutch players. but my beloved germany is gg out soon as well. spain vs portugal tonite. i dont dare to bet anymore after so many wrong predictions n claypots. but i still think tat e portugeses will win this game, being e host, to qualify for e knock-out rounds. poor spain. yet another under-achieve euro campaign??!

for no buying, hope i'm wrong tonite...

scribbled by dylan @  9:33 PM

 
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neopets live here 
Friday, June 18, 2004

  we have decided.. we shall have a taste of one semester of hall life. ya.. me n danny, together a rm. think it'll be so darn fun!!

i mean.. if this is not e time to try, i dont think i would wanna try it in my 2nd or 3rd yr. however, e deadline for application is already over. well, i'll call up tmr to see if they can still squeeze our names into e list. heehee.

*knock knock*

scribbled by dylan @  11:51 PM

 
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world peace - all draw 
Thursday, June 17, 2004

  tonight's games r rather boring.. juz like yesterday, where a strong team takes on a underdog. greece managed to fight back n draw with e mighty spain. portugal has to win, n they won. no joke.

england vs switzerland.. well, i really think it'll ended up a draw. trust me, england can still qualify with this draw. they will beat croatia in e last game with e help of france hammering e poor swiss.

croatia vs france.. a draw too??! ya.. curse me! how many teams go on to qualify winning all 3 grp games in this modern football days? e croatia is no push-over either. but france, with their heads up, will not lose this game too. so.. draw will be nice.

Tonight Stand:
1> england to lead in e first half n e swiss to equalise in e second half OR draws in both halfs.
2> croatia to draw first blood frm e french in e first half but expect a comeback by france in e second half to draw e score OR drawsin both halfs.

these r not plain guessing.. i did my homework. but betting is still some kind of guessing. darn.. heck!

*fingers corssed*

scribbled by dylan @  5:39 PM

sms frm an unknown 

" Missing and thinking wouldn't help. Even if you've let her knows how you feel, you are still unsure. Life is fragile. Ask? It hurts to know the truth but not knowing hurts even more! It seems that you may think or have hurt her, but that's the past so don't do it again! Love hurts. But without it, you wouldn't have known love... "

scribbled by dylan @  12:59 AM

 
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germans vs dutch 
Tuesday, June 15, 2004

  packed my training kits n bag.. decided to hit e gym after a long slacking week n feastful weekend ahead. but before tat, i headed for e sgpools outlet to place some bets. i've been thinking alot abt these euro matches, especially germany vs holland game. although e dutch is slighty favourite in tonight's game, i've this clinging feeling tat germany will cause an upset.

tonite's stand:
1> germany leads in e first half n then wins/draws e game.
2> czech to win e game but only start scoring in e 2nd half.

btw, i've oso bet on czech to beat latvia. hope my intuition is correct again n makes zuoming pees in his pants!

*fingers crossed*

scribbled by dylan @  7:30 PM

 
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e best bet 
Monday, June 14, 2004

  watched The Best Bet with danny at jp (the ending scene in e movie was surprisingly taken in jp too.. duh). we definitely had a great time laughing!! kinda like jack NEO's movies. not becoz he is NEO, but they really showcase e below-average singaporeans lives.

saw a malay couple walked out frm e cinema as well. wonder if they really enjoyed e movie??! e much used hokkien dialogues in e movie is wad makes it so special n particularly funny. blah blah.. like i care abt them.. since when? *oops*

scribbled by dylan @  7:18 PM

 
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euro 2004 fever 
Saturday, June 12, 2004

  e soccer fever has finally arrived. tonight will be e FIRST kick off btw host portugal n underdog greece. to spice up e atmosphere while watching, i decided to place some "sure-lose" bets!

YESS!! u heard me.. i'm gonna bet on e greeks to kick e portugeses' asses tonight. e odds r simply too gd to resist. after wad senagal had done to former world champions france in e previous opening game world cup, everything is possible!!

will it ever gonna be my turn??!
e queue was sooo long. unbelievable!! got aunties, ah bengs, bangla, ah gongs, etc. when it's finally my turn, i increased e bet amt thinkning tat i shld since i queue so long! foolish??! a little.. heez.

so i'll be shouting "GREECE!! GREECE!! by e power of Achilles!!!!" tonight.. wish me luck!

*fingers crossed*


my fate lies in these papers

scribbled by dylan @  5:33 PM

 
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fish a loo?? since when?! 
Thursday, June 10, 2004

 

" lalalala..dadada "
sang for 5 hrs at chinatown k-ster this afternoon. songs not very up to date.. but one particular gal tat served us is pretty cute. teased her a few times but she is mean in a fun way too. hahh, will visit tat place again soon coz we got another same voucher.


e fishes r waiting
we headed for doby ghout looking for fish n co. few culprits (shhh.. no mentioning of names here. they know who they r) brought us to ps insisting fish n co is tat. in e end, we only found FISH A LOO. wad e hell??!


e happy family..
went to e glass hse instead. it was my first time. ya.. kinda weird coz this resturant has already been ard for donkey ages already. cajun salmon was delicious. i love salmon - crispy overcooked skin n tender pinkish meat *yummy*


love is all u need
took a few photos with e LOVE sculpture. mm... it holds special meaning to me. ya... anyway, shall meet up with e gang as soon as possible. it's so fun.

scribbled by dylan @  11:37 PM

 
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a gunner fren 
Wednesday, June 09, 2004

  was awaken frm e loud drilling sound. saw 4 big men juz outside my rm with ladders n drills. WTF??! daniel asked them to come to install e air-con. darn.. it's really really loud here!!

*drilling still gg on at this very moment*

logged on into e internet since i couldnt get my much desired sleep. surprise msn chat with this diving lady fren who i msg in frenster a few weeks ago. though she replied but i never really followed up.

she is rather unique n special in her own ways. n she is e kind tat i'll be attracted to IF she is someone who i meet in sch, workplace or neighbourhood. darn... how many gals actually support arsenal these days? looking for a lady's arsneal jersey? dive as a hobby?

but one thing tat stuck me.. how far can i go? i hope this can at least get further than juz msn or frenster. i always hope for alot of things tat never really come true. yet lazy n procastinating dylan is someone who doesnt believe in internet frenship. at e end of e day, she is still a stranger to me??!

scribbled by dylan @  12:11 PM

 
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she 
Tuesday, June 08, 2004

  i'm missing this person alot. i cant stop thinking abt her whenever i'm alone by myself. she means so much to me. her support was my pillar, her smile calmed me, her maturity guided me, her words were my best advices, her pressence was e greatest gift i ever have... till today.

i really miss her alot. i know i'll never have her back again.. after letting her down again n again. she used to tell me, "wadever happen, pls dont shut me out frm ur world can?" i really hope to hear her say tat again but it's not possible.

sometimes i hate to put up a strong front to ppl who thought tat i've moved on.

it has beeen 2 yrs since i last saw her.. but her images r still clear in my head. it has been 6 mths since i told her tat i'm still loving her.. n i still mean it right now at this very moment. it has been 14 weeks since she was last online..

i'm missing her...

scribbled by dylan @  10:17 PM

 
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snail day 
Monday, June 07, 2004

  received a letter frm mindef tat they actually put me to a holding list for my re-service. in another words, NO re-service till further notice!! hahh.. great news for any guys!

spent e whole afternoon watching tv. decided to drag my lazy ass to e gym. monday is a gd gym day coz less crowd. got this pervert guy kept staring at my thighs when i was doing e leg-rise machine *pissed off*

headed back to geopok shopping centre to meet danny for dinner. we wanted to visit his fren's condo nearby to use e pool but his fren wasnt free. saw weiyao n had dinner together. he's asking me to run with him tmr morning.. err.. i hate running under e sun!

simple day.. nothing interesting. but i like it this way - slow n relaxing.

scribbled by dylan @  9:34 PM

 
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PC Show 2004 - day 4 
Sunday, June 06, 2004

  PC show 2004 ended in a BANG!! crowds were everywhere almost every moment of e day. without much promoting, we managed to sell out all of our remaining products. wad can u expect?? kaisu last-day customers. it was selling so gd tat we actually finished selling all 2 hrs before e target close-shop timing at 8pm. many ppl still poped up after tat but we could only say "sorry.. all sold out already due to over-whelming respone!"

mm.. got quite a few visitors during these days. kianwee, yongchang, waiyew, samuel, mak, etc. ran into(in fact is e other way round) ppl like hanafi, sean n e golf tco. nvm, coz none of them bought frm me.

chatted to e manager for further similiar job lobang in e future. she gave me n e other guy alot of freebies for our hardwork. heehee... finally, i can have a gd rest after days of , long-hr standing, long-hr toking n long-distance travelling!

scribbled by dylan @  9:22 PM

 
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PC Show 2004 - day 3 
Saturday, June 05, 2004

  weekend crowd as expected. we sold more than 100 sets today. wooahh!! will be expecting more customers tmr since it's e last day.

my booth n e passing crowd

had a better n more enjoyable time today. didnt rem having any difficult or arrogant customers, except for one funny incident.

customer asked "how much is e office 2003 professional edition ah?!"
dylan replied (for e countless times) "with a student ID, u can get it a $299..."
customer interrupted "i'm not student leh! so old already! then how much ah???!"
dylan followed "then it'll be at $839, e commercial price..."
customer lost ctr "WAHHH!! one CD inside costs $800 over ahh??!!"
dylan "err.. yes..."

*shouting inside myself* bloody shit head!! i wld have gone a pirated one if i were u!!

but the purchases during these couple of days far impress n surprise me tat many singapore still prefer to go for original despite e high cost. guess it's e security n reliability tat they r willing to pay for.. mmMMmmm.. definitely not for me though.

finally after e last customers today, i had my own chance to walk ard e show myself. pretty tempted to buy some of e sales items. shall see wad offers left in shop after tmr night. heehee.


e pass tat allows me to roam freely

e journey back was rather boring being alone. had to fight for seats with e saturday night town-goers. touched by an incident whereby a bangla worker actually gave up his seat for a standing old lady. e rest of e ppl ard, mostly working executives, juz pretended nothing happening. mm... wonder if e opposite will ever happen in this society?? one in a million??! nah, doubt so.

scribbled by dylan @  10:09 PM

 
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summer rain 
Friday, June 04, 2004

  summer rain on class95 now!! wooahh!!

anyway, juz got back frm hongkah market, followed by JP n then ntu with danny. not bad... feeling more refreshed n energised for tmr's job. e headache is fading away soon too.

finally got my messy hair trimmed this afternoon. like this new-found salon very much. the stylists r gd n e best thing is tat it's at jurong west area! at last my hair problem is settled.

met jeremy n yuankai at JP. been a while since i saw them, especially jeremy. danny n i went to e library to browse some books. borrowed a book "be a winner" myself to balance my loser's heart at times *arrgg*

scribbled by dylan @  8:48 PM

PC Show 2004 - day 2 

i didnt go work today. was having this terrible headace throughout e night. when i woke up this morning, e head was still lingering with some pain n my throat is sored. danny said i tok to too many strangers yesterday at e show. think so too...

called them up to tell them tat i'm sick. can tell tat they r rather disappointed n sad, tat their 1 of their only 2 capable salesman is down. heehee.. assure them tat i'll still be there for e major weekend event. haiz.. hope i'll be so much better tmr, physically n mentally.

shall go hongkah to hae a haircut. lilian says there one salon tat's quite popular n gd. all male stylists somemore (i've given up on female stylists after my last exp)...

scribbled by dylan @  3:56 PM

 
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PC Show 2004 - day 1 
Thursday, June 03, 2004

 

snapshot frm e crowded scene
my first day at e PC show today. in short, a rather torturing experience in whole. e crowd was flowing in like tap water n i've to repeat myself again n again. luckily my booth is juz selling one main product - mircosoft office "student n teacher" edtion 2003.

e fucking irritating thing is tat one package is selling at $199 (comes with free ms keyboard n ms wireless optical mouse) n my commission frm selling one is a pathetic 1 buck. darn.. but i'm surprised tat i still managed to sell at least 18 of it. more surprised to see so many ppl still buy original office cds despite e easy availibility of pirated cds ard. mmMmm.. hard earn money with my back n legs aching like hell now.

i didnt see any pretty babes ard either. e prettiest gals r e ah lians frm xbox live. mostly r young poly meimei n boys. danny has all but given up on his job. means tat i'll have to go back there alone tmr. darn..


munching on my quick meal

scribbled by dylan @  9:49 PM

 
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day after tmr still exists? 
Tuesday, June 01, 2004

  have u ever realised, one day, tat u aint e same lover u used to be anymore. ur character changed, ur perceptions changed, ur ideas changed, everything else oso changed.. somehow i guess i'm on e verge of this transition phase in life now.

if a gal were to tell me tat she loves me, i would probably be so happy n seek to return e same love back to her. but sadly, this isnt wad happened. couldnt really explain why i feel sorry n so heavy in e heart when she said tat. guilt was wad thrusted into me at e instant. i was speechless. i wanted everything so much n thought it was wad i wanted, but when it was right before my eyes, i freaked out. i couldnt accept it.

".. i dont want to love u.." she added. i know i'll regret one day. yes.. i'll die alone a lonely old man in yrs to come, juz like my old man. at my current situation, i realise tat i couldnt give anyone any love. i dun want committment.. yet i want fun. tell me, is this e route to a PLAYBOY in-making??

btw, i'm almost broke. this is e first time i ever got so close to being so broke. $34 dollars in e acc n starhub bill is due next week. shit! my life is totaly, completely, gone, screwed!! fortunately i'm doing some temp job this coming weekend for some quick cash.

wanna thanks all those who extended their concern to me all these while. though i've been selfish. ha.. ya.. until then.

scribbled by dylan @  9:59 PM

 
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